It’s a Pretty boy Thorson and the slow death kinda day today.
It’s been a little over two months now.. Not a day goes by without thinking of you. Nothing’s felt right ever since. When are thing going to start looking up? I miss holding you…
What do you do when the person you love more than yourself, doesn’t want anything to do with you? When you would literally do anything for this person. When you’ve spent more than 5 years thriving about how amazing they are.. Life really fucking sucks sometimes. Things almost never go your way it seems like..
It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone that you can’t explain. Damn, there’s nothing like that, is there? I’ve been there and you have too.
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Henry Rollins (via oceanghosts)
Fuck… Henry Rollins is on point with this one. |
